Facebook, Twitter, Google+, Flickr, Lightbox, Yelp, Tumblr, here/LJ.. It's too much to turn my attention to fully. I used to like putting together music mixes, writing about museums, posting photos for the hell of it, writing about film or posting big link roundups. I don't know how to focus on any of those any more.
2012 has had a rocky start for me personally also. I've been experiencing a lot of anxiety and mood/behavioural problems recently, and i'm realising it's having an impact on my general well-being, my happiness and my relationship. Maybe it's hard to get interested in being on the internet in an interesting capacity when I feel that way. I've just started therapy which is a bit of a scary thing but I hope in the short-to-long-term it'll help.
I miss travelling, I miss my friends, I miss having stability and sureness. But I love it here in Toronto and I love my mister and I need to start pulling myself up and out of the anxiety and mood cycles i'm finding myself in, and start finding enjoyment in hobbies & writing/posting content on the internet again too, to be more constructive.
I don't think this is the sort of blogging i'll ever go back to; this sort of run-on train-of-thought stuff could be used more constructively in my own space. Maybe if I focus on the more interesting external stuff i'll get my brain firing again.
But i'm still dropping in in most of those places I listed above and will even occasionally comment/interact - i'm hoping that sort of thing will increase if i'm able to enjoy and be productive in these spaces again.
So, for now: Hi.
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